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Wednesday, July 07, 2010 musings for you know not what you have been doing? yes? quite so. tell me that it has been worth it. no? no. i have never been good at words either. this stage is so hard to play. which strikes the question between what is real, what is of assumption, and which pretended. thoughts, and thinking leads you to nowhere. after so long, so much, have i not known? you want reasons, reasons that will be unrevealed. not now, cause you aren't even there. are you? signs and assumptions are all i had only. for all i know now, can't be (exactly) explained either. what is this then? i asked myself, many times. try to forget and run away from things that i never know. is it back to square one. though now is none but a sigh. a part of me, you have taken. it might have reached the point of no return. there seemed to be a way out. i am returning on with my life on the other side..